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Joe Morris's avatar

Hi Brian, thank you for sharing this. As an artist and small label owner myself this is extremely interesting, and I can see a lot of similarities in my own experiences. We are all in it together. Best of luck for 2025.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks Joe - I'm glad to hear this was interesting. Good luck to you too!

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Richard CC's avatar

Brian, kudos for sharing these honest insights into your year. Tbh I assumed you would be flying high, so it’s a little shocking to read of your experiences given your stature and quality of releases. The most important takeaway being make music for the music itself. Everything (anything) else is a bonus. You gave me one of my first bits of exposure by putting some of my work - Kitsissut - on the Ambient Flo radio station. Will always be grateful for that. It’s a struggle though, just didn’t think you’d be expressing that too. Wishing you a great 2025, and please just keep innovating and making interesting music which is appreciated and enjoyed over here.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks Richard, yes it's funny what lifting the lid demonstrates compared to what we reveal on social media... I wonder how many people working in music experience something similar, or if it's just me! Good luck with your music

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Martyn 3024's avatar

Hey Brian, just discovered this excellent piece, thank you for writing it! Believe me, everyone is in the same boat.

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colinseddon's avatar

Thanks for these insights. I’ve got music I want to release and I’ve been putting it off for months. Reading your post affirms why I have been doing that. So much to think about and so much trying to tell the story while the story is happening. The main thing I take from this is not to do it for money but rather out of a desire to share my music. All the best for 2025!

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks Colin, that's nice to hear. It took me years to work out that the joy of making music is primarily for myself, everything else good that comes after is a bonus! Best of luck

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Lo Carmen's avatar

All of this resonates with me, it’s tough putting out music yourself but those moments of true connection mean the world.,

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

agreed! thanks for reading

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Mat Eric Hart's avatar

Amazingly resourceful and insightful read Brian, thanks so much for taking the time to lay this out so clearly!

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks Mat!

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Amaré's avatar

Genuinely appreciate your honesty as I believe we all are feeling similar pressures on how to maneuver through the “dance”. Independent artistry isn’t for the faint of heart but I co-sign for everything you’ve stated. Do it for the love.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thank you! Good luck with your own stuff

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Mark Rushton's avatar

Artists talk about their follower counts on IG, but I think a lot of those numbers are bots or inactives. Engagement is throttled and/or dying, just like FB and typical social media. Check Insights to confirm. I abandoned IG a while back. The billionaires just want more money. I don't think you can beat a mailing list that an artist controls in terms of real engagement.

Licensing has been a positive thing for my catalog. Both in-app (Music Reports / Harry Fox Agency), sync, and stock. Sync and stock are a longer game.

I applaud anybody trying to produce physical media. Even CDs. Those are art objects for the superfans. Mailing anything anywhere, especially outside their country's borders, is prohibitively expensive. I think that's on purpose.

I gave up subscribing to Spotify in 2024 because of the threshold. Switched to Qobuz because of recommendations on Substack and love it. Bought a turntable for Christmas.

Not surprising that you got nothing after being in the legacy media. It's another dead end that artists should ignore. Newspapers ruined themselves a long time ago for a variety of reasons. Consolidation and lack of local ownership is always bad for any industry. So many examples.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks for your insights Mark. I might try Qobuz! I signed with a publisher at the end of last year for the first time so will see if anything comes of that. Although licensing music for tv and media isn't really what i'm aiming to do..

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Aspetuck's avatar

Great read, the transparency is really appreciated - self releasing isn’t for the faint of heart but can be so creatively rewarding over the long term

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

thank you for reading!

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Neil's avatar

Brilliant, illuminating piece. Thanks for being so transparent and taking the time to explain it all so clearly.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

my pleasure, it's been nice to hear from people in a similar boat

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Darren Morgan's avatar

A great read!!

Given the success of Green City, are you planning to repress? So you know, the current going request rate on discogs is over £100 per copy.

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Brian d'Souza's avatar

Thanks Darren! Yeah someone else pointed out the high Discogs price.. repress coming end of the month!

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Darren Morgan's avatar

Thanks for the heads up. I snaffled my copy last year. Good luck on the next round of pressing. I hope she flys!

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